Jayden Nicole Binnix (they/them), professionally known as Black Polish, embarked on their musical journey at the age of 13. Drawing inspiration from a diverse array of artists including Fleetwood Mac, Mitski, Lord Huron, Lorde, and Twenty One Pilots, the alt/indie artist, now 18 years old, recently unveiled their latest single, "Graves" (a follow-up to this summer's "Purple Skies").
As announced earlier this month, Black Polish's forthcoming debut album, Forest (Monsters Live In The Trees), arrives January 26 via Riptide Music. Following the recent release of the recently dropped ghostly music video for "Graves," today, they return with a new single entitled "Void."
On the track's origins in an identity crisis and its eventual cathartic release, Jayden wrote the following:
"'Void' means to be empty, consisting of absolutely nothing. Many do not understand the term 'non-binary' and sometimes, I don't even understand it myself. What I do know is that I am simply just existing without gender. For some reason, this was a problem to those raised in conservative households. They did not like me. I caused arguments just by the way I appeared and felt. My elementary and middle school years were spent in a strict private Christian academy. Teachers shared their concerns about my whereabouts in the afterlife but I wasn't evil or demonic. I was just a catholic kid in dark clothes singing songs about Jesus. However, I was convinced that God hated me and I could never be happy being someone I'm not.
I despise that this is how I was introduced to him. Jesus isn't hateful. If he walked the Earth, he and I would be friends.
At the time this song was written, I had short, red box-dyed hair that came down to my ears. I covered my figure in baggy clothing along with thick eye makeup to hide my face. It was the most 'me' I had ever felt. For the first time, I was finally learning to love my body for what it is. Letting those screams out in the chorus was therapeutic. That energy had been held in since I was ten. I escaped that hellhole and now I am completely comfortable in my skin." |
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