OCTOBER 14, 2026 [New York, NY] – “I’m Not a Waif,” howls twice-GRAMMY® nominated alternative artist TRACY BONHAM on her new single named with the same phrase. “I remember the term being used to describe the ultra-thin heroin-chic supermodels when I was a teen,” she counterbalances. “Kate Moss comes to mind.”
Bucking the aesthetic fashion trend that seems to have reared its head again as of late, “I’m Not A Waif” rejects the notion that women need to adhere to the “rail-thin model” guideline. “Who cares if I’m hungry / If I’m hungry, who cares?” she sings with fierce abandon, pushing back on that criterion. “The supermodel idols of my youth looked like they were strung out on drugs and starving to death,” she explains. “To me, the messaging was clear. I needed to be a waif in order to feel attractive. Nobody would care if I starved myself because they all would rather me be a waif... that is except for my parents.”
Originally released on her debut EP The Liverpool Sessions (1995, Cherry Disc Records), “I’m Not A Waif” gets revisited on her upcoming album LIFT (release date: November 13, 2026 via American Laundromat Records) as a bonus track. A 30th anniversary reimagining of her mainstream breakthrough debut album The Burdens of Being Upright which landed her a certified Gold Record (signifying over 500k records sold), two GRAMMY® nominations, and a #1 Modern Rock Track in the hit “Mother Mother,” Lift finds Tracy looking back at that album three decades later and re-recording each of the tracks in a different mindset and a different perspective. While the music and lyrics are the same, her intent and overview of the original songs’ place in her life as a wide-eyed 20something has transformed with her change in priorities now as a mother, a cancer survivor, and a veteran of the music industry who has not only undergone the ups and downs in the public eye but also the upheaval of a difficult divorce. So the songs are the same, but the intent and knowing wisdom behind the words have shifted.
“It was the 1980s,” she recalls, looking back at when she wrote “I’m Not A Waif.” “This is when my body dysmorphia began. My diary entries were full of wish lists [‘I wish I was skinny, think skinny’ read one of the entries] and diet menus and plans consisting of grapefruit halves and water only. I obsessively counted calories and wore plastic wrap on my thighs when I went jogging. 40 years later, I would like to call attention to the continuing pressure young people put themselves under and how society treats women as objects… still. After all this time. Recent events being called into the spotlight make it relevant, and obvious that we have not come very far at all.”
But all is not rage and vinegar with the song. The accompanying video which co-stars NYC’s celebrated performance artist, musician, cabaret performer, comedienne, and actress Tammy Faye Starlight as Tracy’s “critical self” is a fun and dynamic romp, matching the song’s punkish exuberance. “Tammy Faye and I became friends after sharing the stage at several Jilleth Fair shows in NYC and Philadelphia,” explains Tracy, referencing the benefit shows honoring Jill Sobule's legacy since her passing in 2025. |
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